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Amira, the wife of the Nairobi businessman Jimal Mohamed has opened up about how the apology has opened up on how Jimal’s Saturday public apology has opened up dark memories of what she went through.
Her Instagram revealed that Jimal’s Saturday apology and the pressure to forgive Jimal have brought her back to dark memories of what she went through in public.
She added that it has brought a heavy toll on her and has asked for guidance on how she is going to handle the matter.
Jimal and his wife Amira/FILE
The mother of two decided to respond to Jimal’s public apology after taking her sweet time to think through the weekend to think about it.
“Since y’all been restless tagging me left, right and center here are my response. That apology has taken me back to one of the darkest places I have ever been in my life because I have reflected on so much that happened in public and behind closed doors and it has triggered a lot of emotions.
“It’s heavy, I can’t comprehend it right now but I ask Allah to give me grace. Some wounds just don’t heal, you have to learn how to live with them,” she wrote.
The mother of two has been receiving mixed advice from different people, with the majority begging her to accept Jimal’s apology after he expressed his remorse for causing her untold pain and disrespect which caused their separation.
“I don’t know what the future what the future holds for these two, Neither do I know if @being_amira’s heart is ready to forgive, and it’s okay if she isn’t. All I am saying is mad respect for @jimal_rohosafi for taking accountability, fessing up to his mistakes, and apologizing,” she wrote. Marini CEO Mitchell Ntalami said.
Jimal noted that he had wronged the mother of his two children and that he couldn’t take it anymore and that he had to write the apology in public.
“If I’m being honest, this hasn’t been easy for me to write. Out here I may seem okay but deep down I’m broken and I can no longer continue to live like this.
“Most of you if not all know what happened between me and my wife and how we came to the limelight. To say the least, it was chaos! It was messy! It was downright ugly! I may have seemed unbothered but I was helpless,” he wrote.
Jimal admitted his wrongdoings and apologized to her for all the embarrassment he caused in front of his ex-girlfriend Faith Makau alias Amber Ray
“I knew it was wrong, I knew you were hurting but I just couldn’t get myself together! Amira, I am doing this because the disrespect was also as loud.
“I apologize for all the disrespect, for all the embarrassment, for all the hurt, for all the pain, for all the trauma. I am sorry for all the times I haven’t been the man I promised to be,” he concluded.
Among the advice Amira has gotten was from Kiss Fm morning presenter Kamene Goro who advised Amira not to forgive Jimal and move on with her life.
“You know it always shocks me the way unakumbuka mumetoka far vitu zikishasambaratika. Mimi the minute there is an embarrassment in the equation, haikuwi. No matter how many sorries you can give. But on the other hand, I am a very unforgiving person, ukinikosea umenikosea, whether you say sorry or not, I will be done with you,” she added.
